Saturday, 1 November 2008

musings

I found myself writing the following words to a friend:

"I am lonely Mandy. In a way that I I haven't been before. It is as if the candle flame has flickered and died. I sit in the inky blackness and feel a cold doubt creeping in to me."

I suddenly realised that I am at a hiatus. Some slight but important changes in me are developing and I need move into a different phase.

What can it be?

1 comment:

sueparot said...

I can identify so much with your feelings her, Julius. I also usually visit that very dark place immediately before experiencing a huge spiritual breakthrough.