What's become of me?
Choices ,choices few are the options
Even these can be crushed by a "helpful" carer
So it is with choices ,they become "subject to"
So I sit and wonder,what's become of me.
People tell me, I have independence
i have free choices
let me tell you this is a lie
it's a lie to benefit them
somehow my "independence" gives relief
oh how I wish it were so
to just think decide and then do
this is not how it works.
almost every choice becomes task
even scratching an itch
What have I become ?
I am quieter,obviously less active
spontaneity ? can't do that
quick visit to the pub? forget it
I am a space occupier,
I hesitate to say waster but
that's how it feels
